In ten days I will be 20. It is such a big number. Smaller of course than 21, which is the biggest number. But big indeed. These are the last ten days of my teenage years as I know them. Goodbye. but not good riddance. I loved my first decade dearly. I loved most of my second quite as much. What will the third bring - happiness, love, joy or will it bring stress and sadness and a fear of everything I associate with getting older?
Will I just live on as if nothing has changed? Will I mature? More importantly will I change as a person? I love the person I am right now dearly and a part of me hopes I won't. But, who really can be opposed to the idea of evolution? Evolution of the mind, the heart, the soul.