Tuesday, November 9, 2010

fear

i fear that i will always be scared. i fear change so much that if anything were to shift even slightly i might be thrown into some sort of terrifying depression.
i fear that my dreams - when i have finally gotten there - will have changed and i will no longer love what i thought i would love. i fear that there will be nothing to do, no way to fix it.
im scared of so much and i know this is no way to live. but change has never favored me. and im scared that one day i will be all alone. wondering what went wrong.

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