list of love.

right now i love,
the basement dance crew that i pass every night
the light in the third window that lights up every night without fail. in an otherwise empty building
somogyi konyvtar - the small library: the first floor during day when the old people are reading and the third floor at night. little lamps on little tables. otherwise dark
i love to study. everyday at the library. knowledge is empowering.
i love the waffle shop on somogyi utca. chocolate pudding waffles.
the coat lady at the library with curly white blond hair. shes such a dear.
dressing up everyday! its a record.
spar. its a ritual. even if i need nothing. i like to stop by.
the cold, crisp air reminding me that fall is here, christmas will come, and lights will light up my life.
the christmas lights already decorating my room
karate on friday nights with jibo

i am happy to be alive. i am overwhelmed by classes and tests and studying. but i love every minute of it. i dont want anything to pass me by, i dont want to feel like i didnt appreciate the time i had. i want to embrace everything, live now. not for what will be in a couple months or next summer of five years from now. i want to know that i was happy because i allowed myself to be that way. i hope i read this years from now and i am able to see the person i was and compare it with the person i am then. i hope that some parts of me stay just the same.