i am almost certain i know what i want but i believe in fate - that certain things, no matter how hard we try to manipulate them, occur in their own set way, that they proceed according to their own plan. so i have my plans of course, but i don't know if they will come to fruition.

i guess what i'm saying is that i'm taking each day as it comes and making plans only so far into the future because what i want and what i get are not always the same.